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I want to believe Trust filtering awayI want to believe by ~ActrizAnna
Grains of emotion slipping from cold fingers
Without a word, a tear slides down my face
Quiet and seemingly trusting
But in private a scream builds up inside
Snickers as people call me naïve
Feeling like a small child alone
Lost in the dark
A smile always on
But it is what is behind the eyes
Look into my eyes and tell me what you see
Fear, jealousy, and mistrust
Lurk behind the happy exterior
With the nights come thoughts of infidelity
Darkness and whispers hiding secret kisses
I want to believe you're true
Infatuation masking the crying within
How long can this go on?
Somebody New Forevermore must I want yearn need bleed for you?Somebody New by ~ActrizAnna
Your back, with smooth and tanned skin
Your eyes, with care and desire
The whole self
That I adore
That I caress
That I taste
The battle between mind and body rages
The heart screaming passion
I always give in to you
And I don't regret a thing
Not a thing
Your hands run over me
And leave my thoughts on you forever
Your face in the windows everywhere always eternally
Your laugh running through my dreams
I am a child looking on innocently
But you transform me into something new
Somebody older wiser better
Somebody who can be complete
What Makes Up Life TruthWhat Makes Up Life by ~ActrizAnna
Always absent
And yet lingering on the edge of my tongue
Love
What is it
A word to throw around without care
Happiness
Such a phrase
Is it perfection or does it ever truly exist
Innocence
A feeling lost
By a taste of the other side
Life
A combination
Of everything above
Emotionless I want to feelEmotionless by ~ActrizAnna
I want to love
I want to heal
To rise above
What do you say
When everything is cold
When the edges start to fray
When feelings aren't so bold
The color is gone from your life
And you don't even care
Without any strife
Without anything to bare
Without a single sensation
Things seem perfect without a flaw
On the surface life is such a temptation
But underneath there is something no one else ever saw
An emptiness
A coldness
Your head is numbly screaming
Why wont it go?
